Well, the day of my surgery is almost here. I have been trying to remain calm and have faith in the Lord that all will go well, but to be honest I am very scared. I am afraid that they will not be able to complete the procedure laproscopically and will have to cut me open. I am afraid of the pain that will be involved and the length of the healing process. Everyone keeps assuring me that it will all go well. I wish I could just believe them.